Long time no see! I'm incredibly sorry I haven't been posting. I've had hard time with anxiety and panic attacks which has resorted to me becoming a nervous wreck. But hopefully in the next couple of months I should be going to see a psychiatric nurse and hopefully they can help me with my issues. But anyway negativity in the past let's start to look forward.
I've been so busy with school and coursework work that it's made my social life go down hill but I want to get the grades so I'm trying my best at all my options. Art has to be my favourite subject by far, it brings the creative side out of me and it's proving quite a hit . I've only been back at school five weeks and I've already met some of my GCSE targets which is great! I achieved a grade B for my Chuck Close portrait and I also got best in the year for it which really boosted my confidence in art. I've also been really enjoying history as I always do. I've been brought up on history from when I was young and it's one of my favourite subjects especially now we're only doing war which is my favourite topic. It's the one era I would've loved to have lived in.
But not every subject is good for me, I've been getting really stressed with French, I've never been very good at it and now I'm taking it as a GCSE. I've started really panicking about it as I've got two exams for it next month which will be 50% towards my actual GCSE!
But anyway, it's officially autumn which is my favourite time of year and then it's Christmas! I was thinking of doing another Christmas wish list post?
It's also nearly Halloween! I really wanted to do special effects again this year but I can't as I'm going to visit my family who I haven't seen I two years! I've been over thinking that way too much which caused me to have another panic attack which wasn't fun. I hate the fact that I'll be away from home; my comfort zone and they'll be no way of getting back to it.
I need to stop rambling and love you and leave you! I'll be back next week hopefully with another post; leave ideas in the comments!
Chloe x
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Lovely post :)
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear you're having such a hard time with anxiety - I suffered from panic attacks and generalised anxiety throughout my time at school, so I know how much harder it can make an already stressful time. Hang in there!
Kitty
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Thank you, do you have any advice on how to deal with them?
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